what am i thinking?

well as usual,
i don't know what am I thinking right now.

him or him ?
studies ?
family ?
messages?
pictures?

well, I guess it's maybe. :C

what am I thinking ?
trying to understand,
unfortunately I can't.
headache thinking about all of this.

before or after sleep,
i will remember that "name" all over my mind.

maybe it's not about Andrian.
maybe it is other than him..
why it will happened on me?

thinking about it makes me fainted.
him or "him".. ?
the only thing I know is,
my parents can't give permission on "LOVE".

"bye."
desperately dying.